Bernie Sanders: Patron Saint of Lost Children

These last nearly five years since the 2016 Democratic party primary have been a nightmare for anyone who endured childhood abuse and/or neglect – an incision that cuts across all demographics while disproportionately enveloping people already experiencing oppression because of race, gender, disability, and class. For those of us carrying these scars, the Trump years were horrifying beyond the material, symbolic, and rhetorical effects of his policies and public presence – they were a return to the dangerous households we barely escaped from. Fight, flight, freeze, or fawn, our cortisol-flooded nervous systems tried to protect us but there was no calm bay for us to park our ship so we just held on for dear life.

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Bernie Sanders: Patron Saint of Lost Children

Never Say Die – Say DIY!

1st printed edition of Hard Bones ready to hit the post office!

The work of Hard Bones was not over with writing or editing or re-editing or formatting. Because a book requires readers to reach its fullest expression and because I do not have a publisher, it is up to me to make sure that this project doesn’t die in silence. If you don’t know me, you’d be forgiven for thinking I’m an egomaniac or narcissist obsessed with getting attention in the middle of a pandemic. In the words of more than one shithead I dated in Philly – “What do you think, you’re better than us??” You’d be forgiven, but I might judge you for being so indoctrinated with neoliberal culture that you can’t find value in expression that serves a purpose outside of capitalism – or even in direct opposition to it. You might want to evict the capitalist cop in your brain 😬

Three finger salutes! Block print layer for cover of Hard Bones.

I’m a great writer, but not having a “great career” renders that fact irrelevant. I have an extensive background of activism, organizing, study, writing, volunteering, donating, door-knocking, etc., but these facts are irrelevant because I have never been accepted or employed by the institutional Left (apart from Union organizing, but those jobs were always dead-end/contract) – which means I lack “legitimacy”. According to the meritocratic ideology we are all swimming in, truly smart/driven/talented people naturally rise to the top and are rewarded for their effort. Of course, I reject that notion by rejecting it first in my own mind-body – and then i reject it wholesale for all of you too.

You ever think about how each and every one of us is born with the potential for greatness? I don’t mean money or a career or clout, but the potential for each of us to reach our fullest expression of humanity that brings more love into the world. I think about how quickly life circumstances come in and smash that potential – the structures and inherited trauma of slavery and colonialism playing out, child abuse, economic precarity, untreated mental illness, etc. Meritocracy would have us believe that the ocean of human endeavor is led by the best and brightest, that that liberal-ish homogenous best and brightest will fix the economy or racism or the pandemic. But again, I reject that. Some of the most important thought and strategy comes from the shadows, the underground – the realm of the lumpenproletariat. We just don’t have the platform or opportunity- yet. My work is part of a collective effort to throw off the weight meritocratic ideology so that we can see the reality of our power.

Personally Embarrassed Billionaires buttons: coming soon!

I am making 50 more print copies of Hard Bones available. $20 a copy (includes shipping, which is about $5). If you cannot afford $20 but really want a hard copy, just fill out the form and we’ll work it out. You can sign up here and I’ll message you when they are ready to ship ( payment via Venmo/PayPal/cashapp): https://docs.google.com/forms/d/e/1FAIpQLSdKyxg52rgAqpELrzztSmBFZuH934aUnPnHP_tjai57IlzcZA/viewform

E-book is still available for purchase: https://www.amazon.com/Hard-Bones-Heather-Squire-ebook/dp/B08QG37PR7

Thailand – US movement solidarity (design by John Connolly for Permanently Embarrassed Billionaires and Southpaw)
Never Say Die – Say DIY!